The last year to be a "teenager"

OMG! I can't believe I'm 19 now. Time flies!

That means, it's the last year of teen. Ahh... I feel I become older;(

Now that I grow up, I think I have to be more mature... I can't be too childish anymore. Haha... that sounds so weird... but I still feel I was only 13 yesterday and then I suddenly turned 19! LOL

AGAIN

The monthly test is coming AGAIN! ;(

It sucks. It's so misfortune to live in Taiwan...huh?!

We've taken tons of exams EVERY SINGLE DAY since we were in the elementary school. We go to school at 7:30 a.m and back home from school at 5 p.m!!! What a long time!!! The fact here is, if u r not good at study, most of people will despise u, and u'll even never find a "good" job FOREVER.

But, what can we do? We r only students, so we can't change anything of that!! It's not fair at all...

If someday I were rich, I won't live in Taiwan anymore, and I must let my child to go abroad to study. The education system in Taiwan SUCKS.

feel down these days

I don't know the reason as well...

Too much things happened recently.

It seems I'll never reach my goal, no matter how much harder I've tried.

Everything r getting worse... I'm so depressed...

Time to take a break and forget those annoying stuff, can I?

My penpals

I started making penpals from other countries since i was in junior high, now i have 3 penpals stay in touch. I thought i want to practice my english at first, but then i found that the friendship is the best part of it.

I know many people may think that write letters is stupid, cuz everyone use e-mail or online chat today. But i really like write letter to friends, i think writing is more real than just typing. It can improve the friendships. And when the New year & Christmas r coming, we'll exchange cards to each other.

My penpals r two guys from Germany and Italy, and a girl from England. They r very friendly and we talk about our life, school, music, festivals of our own country and so on, therefore i have learned many cultures from them. It's amazing!

I hope someday I could visit them, that must be wonderful :)

Last week

We finally finished the monthly exams last week!

After school i went out with some classmates. We ate japanese food ( shushis and noodles! )for lunch and went to a film ( The Devil Wears Prada ), then we stayed at a park for several hours and did nothing lol

收斂

仔細想了很久 想了很多

發覺 太過"崇洋"的確是很不好的行為...

嗯...該是收斂的時候了吧.....

太嚴重是會被別人看不起的...很明顯!

這樣下去一點意義都沒有 心也已經冷掉了一大半了

唉 整個很無奈

放掉吧!?

回歸原本的自己不是很好?

wonderful weekend<3

Today I went to see a film "World trade center" with some friends.

It was okay, not that good as i thought. But the most interesting part is not the film, i like the feel that to go out with friends! I am sick of study at classroom all day. It will make me become fatter and fatter by sitting for a long time everyday!!!

After watching the film, we went to a bookstore to read some books there for about 2 hours. I read "The Lovely Bones". It is a great novel...i luv it!!

Yesterday my dad told me that we'll go to Tainan(my grandparents home) on Sunday. But then it suddenly came to my mind that i have an english reading&writing lesson to take tomorrow. It is really annoying!!! I want to go to see my grandparents!! I haven't seen them for a long time since the end of summer vacation. I miss them very much.... Why those teachers r so disagreeable? How could them to ask students to go to school on such wonderful holiday? ahh... :(

Look like 13?

Hmm...VERY FUNNY lol

Today, in the english class, our new Canadian teacher said that I look like only 13 years old......

OMG. Then whole classmates bursted out laughing!!! I was SO embarrassed...:-( Is that a compliment or a joke?

I know many westerners always think asians look younger than their real age, maybe it's cuz many asians have baby face and short height...

Anyway...I think it's too exaggerated to said i look like 13... lol

i luv my parents

i love my parents

When you were 8 years old, your parents handed you a nice cream. You thanked them by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, they paid for guitar lessons. You thanked them by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old they drove you allday,from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked them by jumping out ofthe car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, they took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked them by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, they warned you notto watch certain TV shows. You thanked them by waiting until they left the house.

When you were 13, they suggested a hair cut that was becoming. You thanked them by telling them they had no taste.

When you were 14, they paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked them by forgetting towrite a single letter.

When you were 15, they came home fromwork, looking for a hug. You thanked them by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, they taught you how to drive their car. You thanked them by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, they was expecting animportant call. You thanked them by beingon thephone all night.

When you were 18, they cried at your high school graduation. You thanked them by stayingout partying until dawn.

When you were 19, they paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried yourbags.You thanked them by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, they helped to pay for your share of the wedding, and they cried and told you how deeply they loved you. You thanked them by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, they fell ill and needed you to take care of them. You thanked them by reading aboutthe burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, they quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

boring days

well, long time no write here...'cause there r nothing special recently, just took exams everyday.

The entrance exam is count down 240 days from now.

Everyone r studying hard, no one play computer as often as me...:P hahaha... whatever...

Respect my privacy, PLEASE.

I am VERY angry now. Today when i back home from school, I found my room was cleaned by my mom, and yes, all my stuff were moved by her, even my diary is no exception. She doesn't respect my own privacy at all! How could she do that?! I bet she also read my diary!

But what can I do? If I argued with her, she must get angry and say " All I had done is for u! How could u say that to me? I am your mother and all u have to say to me is THANKS!"

Come on, I am 18 now! I was not born yesterday, okay?! I am not always the little girl that u have to look after all the time and control all the things...

Forever friends

We'll be friends forever. It is kind enough for me. I know I can't request too much.

However, being friends can be lifetime, but lovers always can't be together forever. One of them might two-time or he/she might be wearied of the other one. That is very common nowaday. But I just can't understand why it will happen. Two person love each other so much at first and promise to love each other forever. How can a person change so easily? Does he or she forget all what they said before? It sounds so terrible, isn't it? Could it be said that the "True Love" is not existing anymore? Yeah, just like what my ex-boyfriend did. He fell in love with another girl who is senior of our school. Right, she is older than him. They suck!

I admire my grandparents very much. He is 83 years old and she is 79 years old. They deeply love each other for more than 60 years long. What a strong love it is! Even now, my grandma is suffer from diabetes and can't walk anymore, my grandpa always take care of his wife so carefully and full of love, and without any complaints. Although his health is also not so good now, he still insisted that he wants to look after her by himself.

Everyone said"You obsolutley can do it." to me.

"You obsolutley can do it." (It means my college entrance exam next year.)

My English teacher, many of my friends and classmates said that to me with a "no doubt" way. They believe I can go to a great college.

But is that true?

I don't know that at all. I am not sure at all. I even don't have any confidence of myself. I just so nervous about it.

Why do they think so? Just because I seem study hard everyday? Okay..if i really am. But the truth is, I'm not that good as they said.

The new semester r starting

The new semester r starting tomorrow. Now I have to take the challenge.

If I study hard these two semesters on the last year of high school, then I think I'll go to the college which I want to go. That is important to me.

And the lastest change of my school life is: I'll go to school by my scooter!(This pic is my scooter look! So cute!! I love it:P) Coz I just got my license of scooter yesterday. Perhaps some people don't know that, but scooters r very popular and very common here in Taiwan, you can see people ride scooter any time and every where.

Oops!

Hmm, Yep, she did it again, my DEAR sister.
She ALWAYS makes my parents worried about her too much.
Poor schoolworks, get a lot of bad friends, and always back home late at night. She even doesn't pick up her cell phone when she saw that is called by mom or dad. She doesn't care about family at all. Her behaviors r too over. It's enough.....................
Don't think that is because she is in the adolescence. She is 17 yrs old near 18 yrs old now. And I think I never did such things as she did when I was 17.
I really hate her now. Seriously. I even don't regard her as my sister. She is awful and doesn't know how the feelings of her family. We have been worried about her everyday. Now it's enough!

My english sucks...

I went shopping with my mom tonight. We met two foreigners, they said "Hi, how r u?" then talked to me. I was shocked and so nervous of that situation, because I had NEVER talk to any foreigners in English(except on the internet chat and my school english teacher from Canada). It sounds very stupid, I know.

But actually, there are a few foreigners here in this small city in Taiwan. Very rarely to see them. I think they can see my broken english speaking, so we just talk a while. Ahh..... what a pity >_<

Tokyo Drift

I went to a movie with my two friends after school today. We watched "The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift".

It is a very exciting film!! Tokyo looked SO amazing, full of people, fashion and lots of cool stuff lol Hehe, and those race cars r so Coooool!!! Drift looked so exciting...!! ^0^

How far is it between dream and reality?

I wonder if it could come true in the future or it is just a dream?

It seems so hard to reach, but really amazing, isn't it?

Ahh... whatever the result will be, I'll make my efforts now. Okay.

A stupid game today

One of my classmates suspend his schooling. So today we held a farewell party for him. And we played a game, that is, 6 person standed at 3 school chairs, and we distributed two groups. Then the two group's leader have to play the finger-guessing game, the group who lost should take one chair away, but the person on it can't touch the ground, he/she have to stand at another chair stably, or he/she will be punished.
The result is: I touched the ground and sure, the group I was in r lost the game! Ahh, today is not my day! >_<

Daddy's Day in TW

Father's day on the last week, my dad took my mom, my sister and I to a Japanese sushi train restaurant. There r so many kinds of sushi!! All tasted delicious! lol haha I ate a lot!

Hot weather 35 °C today!

What a terrible weather...huh? I almost got sunstroke during the daytime >_<

Now I'm So worry about my skin will become darker..........!!

Stay away from computer

I think I kinda like addicted to surf the Internet on the computer.
During the holidays, i usually turn on the computer all day, 24 hrs long.
And sure, I sat on the chair almost all day long, too.
Now I have to quit it. It is a very terrible habit..........especially at this time.
But u know, it is SO difficult.....(sigh>_<)

Three typhoons r coming at one time!

I bet we'll get one free day at least for these three typhoons again.........lol
Awesome! =D

Every day is the worst day ever ;(

I know I have to get over the heavy pressure of examinations...

But I'm really tired about it. So tired and so bored everyday. The only thing I have to do is to take test. And this situation will continue until next year on May. I'm under the heavy stress everyday....it seems never end....

My dad and my mom have great expectation on me. They think I am bound to do well on the studies than my sister anyway. I don't wanna make them feel disappointed on me...;(

relaxed

I went to a new opening department store with my 3 classmates after school today.(we don't need to go to extra class today!) It's kinda boring, but it is better than all study lol haha...the photo is me, and the girl who behind me is my friend.

She is SO COOL

I met a girl (also from TW) yesterday. Her age is the same as me, just 18 years old. She is visiting her boyfriend in Germany now. I'm very admire her for her great courage...because she had never go abroad before this time. But she has gone to Germany ALONE without any compony. She met her boyfriend on the internet and dating with him by MSN text&voice chat only. Now her dream came true finally by seeing him in person:) It's SO romantic, isn't it?!

The Queen's Day in Netherlands

I watched a program on TV yesterday. It is about the Queen's Day of Netherland. It looked amazing, everyone looked CRAZY on the street! Full of orange and celebrate people. It seems a energetic country.

Hmmmm, I'm sure I'll go there someday! Hehehe~ I really like the atmosphere there!

the chinese class today

What a hell boring chinese class today. I nearly fell asleep in class >___<
Actually I thought chinese is interesting but now I like english best lol
Ah, I wish I could go to NKHC or at least WTUC next year. Both of these r college of languages.

I don't have much interesting stuff can type here recently. It is awful enough. We have to study all day at Bub-She-Ban(a kind of cram school in TW, it means extra classes).

the final week of summer holidays

This is the final week of holidays. We'll start the extra classes next week.
I know i have to face the music. This is important for me to study hard now in 12 grade. I'll go to college next year....so excited about it!

Helen and I had discussed that we want to travel in europe when we enter college at first grade on winter holidays. We made the deal! We will find a part-time job and save the money for our trip. She said she wants to go to Germany(both we two love german football players,hehe). And I want to go to England! It sounds really amazing if we can do that just few years later in the future, isn't it! Ahhh...I wish I could graduate from high school RIGHT NOW!