Sunday, October 05, 2008

still thinking...

Until recent days, I am still thinking if I made the right decision, didn't I?
I read some friend's blog who are in their exchange year in Austria. It makes me feel so sad and a bit remorseful. I should be in Austria now if I followed the original plan...but I didn't. I might miss the best chance in my life (Who knows!?). I have no choice and can't regret. Actually I souldn't feel like this because everybody told me I am the luckiest one, I am a national university student now...which was I never dream about. Parents and friends told me I still have many chances to travel abroad, in summer/winter vacations. But I know it is quite different between these. Staying abroad for a year can let people get to know the real local life and culture - not just like a tourist. I understand that I miss the chance and will never get it back...*sigh*