Ich bin, wer ich bin!

long time no see!

2011-04-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

I have left this blog since a long time...because mostly I use another blog site and I like there more.
This term is the last term of my college life ^_^y I cannot wait to finish it and start my new life. I will leave my hometown Chiayi, and move to a south city, maybe Tainan or Kaohsiung. I will see where I can find a job first. And the most important thing for me is that my boyfriend is coming in July again to Taiwan. This would be his third time to be in Taiwan. I really hope that he can stay here but he has to go back to Austria to finish study. Long distance relationship is really difficult but it does work in our case. We have been together for more than 2 years and everything is getting better and better. Now our goal is to finish studying as soon as possible and then we can live together without the damn distance.

IT SUCKS

2009-04-16T17:43:00.001+08:00

After the last day of midterm exam, I feel so down. Why, why can't I study now as harder as I did in school!? I really hate myself of being so lazy for the most of time since I am in university. I always do not want to study or prepare anything for the courses seriously after classes. I spend most of my time on something like watching TV, sleeping, and surfing the internet if I have the free time. And I only start to study one day before the exams. So I bet I will fail in many subjects this semester. Damn I really do not want to be late for graduating from the university because I have so many plans which I want to realize after that! But now it seems will be ruined by the late of graduate time. It sucks!!!!!!!!!!!! I know that I cannot complain it to anyone... I DESERVE IT. Yeah it is all my fault...

happiness

2009-02-21T19:10:00.003+08:00

Today my parents and I went to Tainan to visit my grandparents. When I was there I suddenly realized something - how lucky I am. Even it is just ordinary life, I can feel that I am surrounded by people I love and who love me. How can I request more than this?! They give me so much love, consideration, and encouragement. I totally realized how stupid I was. I wanted to have something so much, but everything seems just did not go as well as I wish. I was so depressed. But how could I? Now I think that was nothing but a piece of shit. I should look the reality and cherish it. That's all I have to do.

travel changes a person

2009-02-16T13:44:00.004+08:00

As someone said "Travel changes a person". I totally agree with that. I know til now I do not have so many experiences of traveling abroad, but I can feel that my mind is changing through my journey in Australia. No matter the beautiful landscapes, the streets, the local people, and so many things I saw in person - all change me. I think my mind is more open than before, I can be more patient, more tolerant, more independent, have more courage to face every challenge, and maybe more thoughtful for other people. I also realized that college work is important but not all my life in such young age as I am. I will study but I will not take it too serious as I would. I think I should not give myself so much pressure. People lives for enjoying life, not for having stress, doesn't it?! During I was in Australia I saw people from around the world enjoy their life, and the Aussie way of life, all of them are so relaxing. And do what they want to - that is what I really want. I am really happy that I have done this trip by myself, because of this I learned a lot, saw/prepared everything more carefully, because no one would do that for me, and being much more independent, although I feel lonely sometimes but it is still wonderful that I really admire myself so much. This is my first time abroad, and travel alone, in my 21 years old, I realised one of my dreams ^____^ I also realized an important thing - east or west, home is the best. When I had never stepped out of my home, I had never thought of this, and now I totally agree with this sentence. There is no place in the world which can replace my lovely home and Taiwan ^^

Byron Bay

2009-01-26T17:50:00.003+08:00

What can I say?! I totally love this place so much! I think it is the best place in Australia so far. There are not so many people/tourists on the beach. So it looks very clean and beautiful. The sand is so white and just like sugar!!! I spent almost all day sat there and watched people, sea, and read books. And there are a few Asians here, not like other big cities. And I think people are quite friendly to me. When I just arrived here and looked my map, some guys came to ask me if I need help ^^ Oh I think the next 3 days I will do the same thing - go to beach. Maybe these will be the most relaxing time in my life -_- I suddenly think of the damn university works~ *sigh*

living in my dream

2009-01-22T15:56:00.002+08:00

Sometime I suddenly cannot believe I am in Australia now. It is the third day of my oz trip. I feel like I am dreaming. But it is not, it is totally true. Maybe some people would say, come one! just go abroad, there is nothing to be so excited because of this! No. I think those people who go abroad often or study abroad cannot understand what I feel now. I have been thinking about traveling abroad since I was 15 or 16. And every time when I made my plan, my parents always stop me because of some unreasonable stupid reasons. BUT, it finally came true this time!!! And I even come here by myself!!! I really cannot believe how excited I was when the airplane was taking off in Taipei and landing in Brisbane. Although there is something bad happened in the begining of my trip. I think I will do my best to overcome it. It is a bit weird that I do not feel any culture shock in Australia. I heard people always say when you go to a western country you will definitely get culture shock. I do not. I guess it is because there are too many Asians here. And Brisbane looks like Taipei, no wonder I read someone wrote Brisbane is called "another Taipei" because there are tons of Taiwanese young people come here for working holidays. I was thinking about to do the same after university, but now I changed my mind, I think I do not that like Australia as I thought. Maybe it is because I have been here for only 3 days. Perhaps I will discover more about Australia in the coming weeks. Who knows. I have not spoken any Chinese since I am here, although I heard many people speak chinese around me. Ah, it is so true - Chinese everywhere!

2009

2009-01-01T12:29:00.009+08:00

Wow it is the first day of 2009!
I hope this new year will be just fine~
no more trouble and something regret happen anymore

*sigh*

2008 was a year that changed my life...

Once I thought I could go to Austria, but then I passed the goddamn transfer test so I couldn't go! And I lost contact with 2 good friends in 2008. How sad is it... This is just life. I cannot against the damn truth at all. T___T However, I also met a very good friend through the internet in 2008 ^^ I really think I am so lucky!!!

Anyway I will work hard to save some money for my summer trip in 2009 and I will also study hard so that I will graduate from the university on time in 2011. As I have so many plans want to do after university, I will do my greatest effort to reach my goal.

Oh and my first trip in 2009 is Australia, which has only 2 weeks left from now!!! Awww~~~ I am getting nervous... everybody said I must be crazy to travel alone without the experience of go abroad *_* But I really want to challenge myself!!! What will it be? What people will I meet during the trip? How is the feeling that travel alone without a person to talk to?! These are what I wanna know. And I think I will be just fine as long as I planned well for this trip! I know there are many people who travel alone, so I think I can do it too. I will see what will happen then...!!!

Go Go Go!!! ^________^

the memory

2008-12-21T01:46:00.004+08:00

Today I started cleaning my terrible messy room (finally!) because my mom always nag at me with this. I spent almost 5 hours to celect all garbage together!!! I found that there are so many stuff which I used in my primary schools and high school, such as test papers, notes(I passed them to chat with classmates in the class), the pencil case, the schoolwork books, and the love letter which wrote by my first boyfriend. These stuff makes me think of those days when I was young. It was so pure that I could be happy because of a little slight thing, like to have a box of candy, got a good grade on math(it did happened only in primary school), saw a rainbow after raining, learned how to ride my little bike, had a crush on a boy who sat next to me, caught some dragonflies and butterflies in the park with my sister near our house, the first time to take a train to visit my relative...and so on. Time can change a person. People's mind is getting complicated because of many things around them, isn't it? I wish I could back to those days...

Ich bin 21!!!

2008-12-07T02:09:00.002+08:00

Oh my god.
I just turned to be 21 years old a few days ago. I cannot believe I am over 20 now! When I was at teen age, i thought 20 is such an old age and it would be far away from me. Ahhh, time goes so fast...!!! lol I got many wishes, hope that at least some of them will come true...^^

There are only 42 days left before I fly to Australia. OHH I CAN'T WAIT!!! I am going to transit in Singapore, and will stay there for several hours to tour the city. It will be interesting I think. My route is: Taipei - Singapore - Brisbane - Gold Coast - Byron Bay - Sydney - Melbourne - Singapore - Taipei!!! I can't wait to be there with the sunny beaches ^o^ I am so sick of winter here.

still thinking...

2008-10-05T20:55:00.004+08:00

Until recent days, I am still thinking if I made the right decision, didn't I?

I read some friend's blog who are in their exchange year in Austria. It makes me feel so sad and a bit remorseful. I should be in Austria now if I followed the original plan...but I didn't. I might miss the best chance in my life (Who knows!?). I have no choice and can't regret. Actually I souldn't feel like this because everybody told me I am the luckiest one, I am a national university student now...which was I never dream about. Parents and friends told me I still have many chances to travel abroad, in summer/winter vacations. But I know it is quite different between these. Staying abroad for a year can let people get to know the real local life and culture - not just like a tourist. I understand that I miss the chance and will never get it back...*sigh*

Sunny Kenting!

2008-08-01T19:53:00.009+08:00

Last week I went to a town next to a beach called Kenting (the south part of Taiwan) with my good friend. It is a popular tourist spot. I felt so relax and happy during the 3 days there! But my skin became tan after that lol Oh NOOOOO!

Anyway, I feel much better now. I was in a very bad mood since I made the damn tough decision of giving up Austria T_T But I think the decision is the correct one. If I did't do it then I am sure I will regret in the future.

Dreams will come true in the future. It only needs some time to reach... someone told me so.

And I believe so.

my summer days

2008-07-15T19:35:00.003+08:00

There are only 56 days left before I fly to Austria! I can't believe... time flies! Everything still seems like a dream. I thought that study abroad is just a dream that I will never realize. Now it is coming true in 2 months! How unbelievable!

Anyway, I am on summer holidays recently. I am used to being lazy everyday. I sleep well... and of course eat well LOL I plan to start swimming next week and review my German. Oh how much I forget?! I have not studied it since my vacation started! (-_-) This Sunday I will go to beach with my best friend Q for 2 days. OMG I am so looking forward to seeing the beautiful blue sea! I hope that damn typhoon won't ruin my trip!!! (>_<)

study in Austria

2008-04-27T18:51:00.005+08:00

I took the test of exchange student in Austria in March. I passed it! That means I'll study in Austria from this September to August 2009. I'm so happy 'cause it is one of my dreams to study abroad! Especially in Europe!!! On the other side, I'm worried about that I have to leave my family for such a long time. I've never did it before. I think I'll get homesick then. Anyway, I hope I can improve my German and English ability by studying there. Especially German. I think I'm VERY interested in German. It is a quite interesting&useful language although it is very difficult to learn. Its grammar is totally different with English and Chinese! Beside, I have some good friends from Germany and Austria. I'm so looking forward to visiting them^.^ I also want to go skiing there in winter...!!! I've never seen snow. And I can travel to Germany and other european countries during holidays!!! That would be cooooool~!

The World Games 2009 in Kaohsiung, Taiwan!

2007-12-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

Me and my friends will be the volunteers during the games.

We will have take a serial training for that from now to the games start in 2009.

It must be a great experience :)

recently

2007-11-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

I haven't been post anything here for a while..anyway, just too lazy, and yeah, nothing special to tell.
In fact, being a college student is not as interesting and relax as i thought. We have a lot of courses to take. Perhaps it only happens in the first grade...who knows. I made some new friends as well. Most of them are really nice to get along with. But some of them are not. Anyway, I always try to like everyone. I don't like to hate people or something.
I live in the dorm, and I go back home once a week. But I think it's not enough... I really missed my family. Ahh..but I know I have to learn to be more independent...
Besides, the uni located countryside. Nothing around here, no shopping, no films, no bookstores! Living here is REALLY boring. I still can't get used to that... :-(

This is my roommate, Ivy, and I.

The views of my uni.

quit

2007-08-31T01:56:00.000+08:00

I quit my part-time job, because university will start soon! And I'll move to another city too. That's really sad...I can't often chat with my parents after school. I really like to share with them what happened in my day, and they always give me suggestions.

Anyway, I hope everything will be alright after the term start. I hope I had friendly roommates as well.

Ghost Festival

2007-08-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

It was the Ghost Festival yesterday.

We prepared ritualistic food offerings:

burning of hell money:

The Ghost Festival is a traditional Taiwanese festival and holiday, which is celebrated by Chinese in many countries. In the Chinese calendar (a lunisolar calendar), the Ghost Festival is on the 14th night of the seventh lunar month.

In Chinese tradition, the thirteen day of the seventh month in the lunar calendar [Buddhist rituals are held on the fourteen day] is called Ghost Day and the seventh month in general is regarded as the Ghost Month, in which ghosts and spirits, including those of the deceased ancestors, come out from the lower world. During the Qingming Festival the living descendants pay homage to their ancestors and on Ghost Day the deceased visit the living. On the thirteen day the three realms of Heaven, Hell and the realm of the living are open and the Taoists and Buddhists would perform rituals to transmute and absolve the sufferings of the deceased. Intrinsic to the Ghost Month is ancestor worship, where traditionally the filial piety of descendants extends to their ancestors even after their deaths. Activities during the month would include preparing ritualistic food offerings, burning of hell money and bags containing cloth for the visiting spirits of the ancestors. Elaborate meals would be served with empty seats for each of the deceased in the family treating the deceased as if they are still living. Other festivities may include, burying and releasing miniature paper boats and lanterns on water, which signifies giving directions to the lost ghosts and spirits of the ancestors and other deities.

The Ghost Festival shares some similarities with the predominantly Mexican observance of El Día de los Muertos. Due to theme of ghosts and spirits, the festival is sometimes also known as the Chinese Halloween, though many have debated the difference between the two.

CJU

2007-04-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

I got the interview's result today!! I passed the Dept. of Translation and Interpretation Studies of Chang Jung Christian University(http://www.cju.edu.tw/).
Haha~~that's great! I get more than 4 months off until start to go to university! Now I have to look for a part-time job for saving money for my trip on July and August.
My parents, teachers, and classmates are very happy for me and everyone said congratulations to me :D
I luv them sooooooooo much!!!

I'm so looking forward to my new life!

Haha

2007-03-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

I took the other kind of university entrance exam on February 1st. And 1 week ago I got the result. It is cool! I got a nice grade! I think maybe I can get a university to attend without taking the college entrance on May. Awesome!! I can't believe my eyes... LOL But I can't chose German as major if I decide to go to any of it for some reasons(that's kinda sad>_<). And I have to take the second stage of the entrance, that is: interview. I am very nervous about it...I hope it will be fine.

I applied for 5 universities and 3 majors to try: Law, Comparative Education, and Engish(Translation). The one that I most want to attend to is Comparative Education. It can be a teacher or something like that after graduate.

Anyway, good luck for me! Hehe~

stupid

2007-02-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking this problem...

I've got many friends from other countries, I can use basic words to communicate with them by writing letter or typing on msn.

BUT, it sounds funny, I bet I can't talk to them by speaking "fluent" English. Even just simple words. My English speaking sucks. And I'm afraid to speak to "foreigners" in person. That's really stupid I know, and I know I HAVE TO overcome it, or it's no use to study english for nearly 10 years! What can I do if I still keep that when I travel oversea?! Oh... I feel SO nervous once I think of it!!

People said: Practice make perfect. Yeah, right. It's easy to say than do....

The busiest winter break ever

2007-02-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm, this winter break is very weird, not as usual at all. First, I can't go out to shopping or visit some friends and relatives. The things I can do is to take extra classes from Monday to Saturday for my college extrance exam and after the class I have to go to my mum's store to help her. The weather here is getting cold, so there are many customers come here to buy winter clothing. It's kinda busy... and I'm so tired of my recent life. But I know, I can get rid of these crappy things 3 months later! I just can't wait!

And when I get some free time, I plan my trip. Now I know the vague idea of it. I think I'll book my plane ticket next month.

Hehehe~ my dream will come true soon!! (^o^)y

so sad

2007-01-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

A very popular young actress in Taiwan died becuz of a serious car accident today. She was only 28 years old.

She is very pretty and friendly, everyone likes her so much, no matter boy or girl.

I was so shocked and so sad when i saw the news on TV...I can't believe such a nice girl suddenly passing.

I pray for her. I hope she can live a happy life in the heaven.

I think we have to cherish our life. 'Coz you never know what will happen tomorrow.

final exams&the winter holidays

2007-01-24T21:56:00.000+08:00

This week we r taking the final exams of this semester. Everyday we got helf day off.

It is for us to take some rest and study for the other subjects at the next day.

Well, I always spend that time to sleep for many hours...lol

Hmm, then next week we are going to start the winter vacation for a month!!! Wonderful!!! ^o^

The Chinese new year is coming during the vacation!

Hahaha I'm so excited~~~

I canceled my MySpace

2007-01-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

There are NO true friends on MySpace, actually.

Everyone just left comments such as "how r u doing?", talk about the weather, and comment merry Xmas&Happy new year...something like that. I think I used it just because it is very popular. Now I'm tired of it...

I won't use it again.

Chia-yi International Band Festival

2007-01-17T17:47:00.000+08:00

A few weeks ago, I want to a concert with my friends in my city. It's called "Chia-Yi International Band Festival". During the festival, many famous bands from other countries will come here to perform. It was amazing! I saw a lot of foreigners from Japan, South Korea, France, Canada, and so on. We are so excited about it, and even ditched 2 classes for it.(This photo is 2 French guys and us!)

amazing

2007-01-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

This book is amazing. The writer is a Japanese called Yusuke(石田裕輔). He rode his bike to travel around the world for nearly 8 years long!! It seems crazy but i can not but admire him!!!

He makes me believe that dreams will come true if you insist on it!!!

I have to make up my mind. 'Cause I'll go abroad this year too. I think I'm too chicken-livered o(>_<)o

The last year to be a "teenager"

2006-12-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

OMG! I can't believe I'm 19 now. Time flies!

That means, it's the last year of teen. Ahh... I feel I become older;(

Now that I grow up, I think I have to be more mature... I can't be too childish anymore. Haha... that sounds so weird... but I still feel I was only 13 yesterday and then I suddenly turned 19! LOL

AGAIN

2006-11-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

The monthly test is coming AGAIN! ;(

It sucks. It's so misfortune to live in Taiwan...huh?!

We've taken tons of exams EVERY SINGLE DAY since we were in the elementary school. We go to school at 7:30 a.m and back home from school at 5 p.m!!! What a long time!!! The fact here is, if u r not good at study, most of people will despise u, and u'll even never find a "good" job FOREVER.

But, what can we do? We r only students, so we can't change anything of that!! It's not fair at all...

If someday I were rich, I won't live in Taiwan anymore, and I must let my child to go abroad to study. The education system in Taiwan SUCKS.

feel down these days

2006-11-21T20:08:00.001+08:00

I don't know the reason as well...

Too much things happened recently.

It seems I'll never reach my goal, no matter how much harder I've tried.

Everything r getting worse... I'm so depressed...

Time to take a break and forget those annoying stuff, can I?

My penpals

2006-11-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

I started making penpals from other countries since i was in junior high, now i have 3 penpals stay in touch. I thought i want to practice my english at first, but then i found that the friendship is the best part of it.

I know many people may think that write letters is stupid, cuz everyone use e-mail or online chat today. But i really like write letter to friends, i think writing is more real than just typing. It can improve the friendships. And when the New year & Christmas r coming, we'll exchange cards to each other.

My penpals r two guys from Germany and Italy, and a girl from England. They r very friendly and we talk about our life, school, music, festivals of our own country and so on, therefore i have learned many cultures from them. It's amazing!

I hope someday I could visit them, that must be wonderful :)

Last week

2006-10-22T20:47:00.001+08:00

We finally finished the monthly exams last week!

After school i went out with some classmates. We ate japanese food ( shushis and noodles! )for lunch and went to a film ( The Devil Wears Prada ), then we stayed at a park for several hours and did nothing lol

收斂

2006-10-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

仔細想了很久想了很多

發覺太過"崇洋"的確是很不好的行為...

嗯...該是收斂的時候了吧.....

太嚴重是會被別人看不起的...很明顯!

這樣下去一點意義都沒有心也已經冷掉了一大半了

唉整個很無奈

放掉吧!?

回歸原本的自己不是很好?

wonderful weekend<3

2006-09-30T19:27:00.001+08:00

Today I went to see a film "World trade center" with some friends.

It was okay, not that good as i thought. But the most interesting part is not the film, i like the feel that to go out with friends! I am sick of study at classroom all day. It will make me become fatter and fatter by sitting for a long time everyday!!!

After watching the film, we went to a bookstore to read some books there for about 2 hours. I read "The Lovely Bones". It is a great novel...i luv it!!

Yesterday my dad told me that we'll go to Tainan(my grandparents home) on Sunday. But then it suddenly came to my mind that i have an english reading&writing lesson to take tomorrow. It is really annoying!!! I want to go to see my grandparents!! I haven't seen them for a long time since the end of summer vacation. I miss them very much.... Why those teachers r so disagreeable? How could them to ask students to go to school on such wonderful holiday? ahh... :(

Look like 13?

2006-09-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm...VERY FUNNY lol

Today, in the english class, our new Canadian teacher said that I look like only 13 years old......

OMG. Then whole classmates bursted out laughing!!! I was SO embarrassed...:-( Is that a compliment or a joke?

I know many westerners always think asians look younger than their real age, maybe it's cuz many asians have baby face and short height...

Anyway...I think it's too exaggerated to said i look like 13... lol

i luv my parents

2006-09-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

i love my parents

When you were 8 years old, your parents handed you a nice cream. You thanked them by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, they paid for guitar lessons. You thanked them by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old they drove you allday,from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked them by jumping out ofthe car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, they took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked them by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, they warned you notto watch certain TV shows. You thanked them by waiting until they left the house.

When you were 13, they suggested a hair cut that was becoming. You thanked them by telling them they had no taste.

When you were 14, they paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked them by forgetting towrite a single letter.

When you were 15, they came home fromwork, looking for a hug. You thanked them by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, they taught you how to drive their car. You thanked them by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, they was expecting animportant call. You thanked them by beingon thephone all night.

When you were 18, they cried at your high school graduation. You thanked them by stayingout partying until dawn.

When you were 19, they paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried yourbags.You thanked them by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, they helped to pay for your share of the wedding, and they cried and told you how deeply they loved you. You thanked them by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, they fell ill and needed you to take care of them. You thanked them by reading aboutthe burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, they quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

boring days

2006-09-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

well, long time no write here...'cause there r nothing special recently, just took exams everyday.

The entrance exam is count down 240 days from now.

Everyone r studying hard, no one play computer as often as me...:P hahaha... whatever...

Respect my privacy, PLEASE.

2006-09-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

I am VERY angry now. Today when i back home from school, I found my room was cleaned by my mom, and yes, all my stuff were moved by her, even my diary is no exception. She doesn't respect my own privacy at all! How could she do that?! I bet she also read my diary!

But what can I do? If I argued with her, she must get angry and say " All I had done is for u! How could u say that to me? I am your mother and all u have to say to me is THANKS!"

Come on, I am 18 now! I was not born yesterday, okay?! I am not always the little girl that u have to look after all the time and control all the things...

Forever friends

2006-09-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

We'll be friends forever. It is kind enough for me. I know I can't request too much.

However, being friends can be lifetime, but lovers always can't be together forever. One of them might two-time or he/she might be wearied of the other one. That is very common nowaday. But I just can't understand why it will happen. Two person love each other so much at first and promise to love each other forever. How can a person change so easily? Does he or she forget all what they said before? It sounds so terrible, isn't it? Could it be said that the "True Love" is not existing anymore? Yeah, just like what my ex-boyfriend did. He fell in love with another girl who is senior of our school. Right, she is older than him. They suck!

I admire my grandparents very much. He is 83 years old and she is 79 years old. They deeply love each other for more than 60 years long. What a strong love it is! Even now, my grandma is suffer from diabetes and can't walk anymore, my grandpa always take care of his wife so carefully and full of love, and without any complaints. Although his health is also not so good now, he still insisted that he wants to look after her by himself.

Everyone said"You obsolutley can do it." to me.

2006-09-05T01:01:00.000+08:00

"You obsolutley can do it." (It means my college entrance exam next year.)

My English teacher, many of my friends and classmates said that to me with a "no doubt" way. They believe I can go to a great college.

But is that true?

I don't know that at all. I am not sure at all. I even don't have any confidence of myself. I just so nervous about it.

Why do they think so? Just because I seem study hard everyday? Okay..if i really am. But the truth is, I'm not that good as they said.

The new semester r starting

2006-08-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

The new semester r starting tomorrow. Now I have to take the challenge.

If I study hard these two semesters on the last year of high school, then I think I'll go to the college which I want to go. That is important to me.

And the lastest change of my school life is: I'll go to school by my scooter!(This pic is my scooter look! So cute!! I love it:P) Coz I just got my license of scooter yesterday. Perhaps some people don't know that, but scooters r very popular and very common here in Taiwan, you can see people ride scooter any time and every where.

Oops!

2006-08-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm, Yep, she did it again, my DEAR sister.
She ALWAYS makes my parents worried about her too much.
Poor schoolworks, get a lot of bad friends, and always back home late at night. She even doesn't pick up her cell phone when she saw that is called by mom or dad. She doesn't care about family at all. Her behaviors r too over. It's enough.....................
Don't think that is because she is in the adolescence. She is 17 yrs old near 18 yrs old now. And I think I never did such things as she did when I was 17.
I really hate her now. Seriously. I even don't regard her as my sister. She is awful and doesn't know how the feelings of her family. We have been worried about her everyday. Now it's enough!

My english sucks...

2006-08-27T02:53:00.000+08:00

I went shopping with my mom tonight. We met two foreigners, they said "Hi, how r u?" then talked to me. I was shocked and so nervous of that situation, because I had NEVER talk to any foreigners in English(except on the internet chat and my school english teacher from Canada). It sounds very stupid, I know.

But actually, there are a few foreigners here in this small city in Taiwan. Very rarely to see them. I think they can see my broken english speaking, so we just talk a while. Ahh..... what a pity >_<

Tokyo Drift

2006-08-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

I went to a movie with my two friends after school today. We watched "The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift".

It is a very exciting film!! Tokyo looked SO amazing, full of people, fashion and lots of cool stuff lol Hehe, and those race cars r so Coooool!!! Drift looked so exciting...!! ^0^

How far is it between dream and reality?

2006-08-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

I wonder if it could come true in the future or it is just a dream?

It seems so hard to reach, but really amazing, isn't it?

Ahh... whatever the result will be, I'll make my efforts now. Okay.

A stupid game today

2006-08-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

One of my classmates suspend his schooling. So today we held a farewell party for him. And we played a game, that is, 6 person standed at 3 school chairs, and we distributed two groups. Then the two group's leader have to play the finger-guessing game, the group who lost should take one chair away, but the person on it can't touch the ground, he/she have to stand at another chair stably, or he/she will be punished.
The result is: I touched the ground and sure, the group I was in r lost the game! Ahh, today is not my day! >_<

Daddy's Day in TW

2006-08-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

Father's day on the last week, my dad took my mom, my sister and I to a Japanese sushi train restaurant. There r so many kinds of sushi!! All tasted delicious! lol haha I ate a lot!

Hot weather 35 °C today!

2006-08-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

What a terrible weather...huh? I almost got sunstroke during the daytime >_<

Now I'm So worry about my skin will become darker..........!!

Stay away from computer

2006-08-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

I think I kinda like addicted to surf the Internet on the computer.
During the holidays, i usually turn on the computer all day, 24 hrs long.
And sure, I sat on the chair almost all day long, too.
Now I have to quit it. It is a very terrible habit..........especially at this time.
But u know, it is SO difficult.....(sigh>_<)

Three typhoons r coming at one time!

2006-08-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

I bet we'll get one free day at least for these three typhoons again.........lol
Awesome! =D

Every day is the worst day ever ;(

2006-08-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

I know I have to get over the heavy pressure of examinations...

But I'm really tired about it. So tired and so bored everyday. The only thing I have to do is to take test. And this situation will continue until next year on May. I'm under the heavy stress everyday....it seems never end....

My dad and my mom have great expectation on me. They think I am bound to do well on the studies than my sister anyway. I don't wanna make them feel disappointed on me...;(

relaxed

2006-08-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

I went to a new opening department store with my 3 classmates after school today.(we don't need to go to extra class today!) It's kinda boring, but it is better than all study lol haha...the photo is me, and the girl who behind me is my friend.

She is SO COOL

2006-08-02T22:47:00.001+08:00

I met a girl (also from TW) yesterday. Her age is the same as me, just 18 years old. She is visiting her boyfriend in Germany now. I'm very admire her for her great courage...because she had never go abroad before this time. But she has gone to Germany ALONE without any compony. She met her boyfriend on the internet and dating with him by MSN text&voice chat only. Now her dream came true finally by seeing him in person:) It's SO romantic, isn't it?!

The Queen's Day in Netherlands

2006-07-30T02:06:00.001+08:00

I watched a program on TV yesterday. It is about the Queen's Day of Netherland. It looked amazing, everyone looked CRAZY on the street! Full of orange and celebrate people. It seems a energetic country.

Hmmmm, I'm sure I'll go there someday! Hehehe~ I really like the atmosphere there!

the chinese class today

2006-07-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

What a hell boring chinese class today. I nearly fell asleep in class >___<
Actually I thought chinese is interesting but now I like english best lol
Ah, I wish I could go to NKHC or at least WTUC next year. Both of these r college of languages.

I don't have much interesting stuff can type here recently. It is awful enough. We have to study all day at Bub-She-Ban(a kind of cram school in TW, it means extra classes).

the final week of summer holidays

2006-07-28T18:31:00.000+08:00

This is the final week of holidays. We'll start the extra classes next week.
I know i have to face the music. This is important for me to study hard now in 12 grade. I'll go to college next year....so excited about it!

Helen and I had discussed that we want to travel in europe when we enter college at first grade on winter holidays. We made the deal! We will find a part-time job and save the money for our trip. She said she wants to go to Germany(both we two love german football players,hehe). And I want to go to England! It sounds really amazing if we can do that just few years later in the future, isn't it! Ahhh...I wish I could graduate from high school RIGHT NOW!