2009

Wow it is the first day of 2009!
I hope this new year will be just fine~
no more trouble and something regret happen anymore

*sigh*

2008 was a year that changed my life...

Once I thought I could go to Austria, but then I passed the goddamn transfer test so I couldn't go! And I lost contact with 2 good friends in 2008. How sad is it... This is just life. I cannot against the damn truth at all. T___T However, I also met a very good friend through the internet in 2008 ^^ I really think I am so lucky!!!

Anyway I will work hard to save some money for my summer trip in 2009 and I will also study hard so that I will graduate from the university on time in 2011. As I have so many plans want to do after university, I will do my greatest effort to reach my goal.

Oh and my first trip in 2009 is Australia, which has only 2 weeks left from now!!! Awww~~~ I am getting nervous... everybody said I must be crazy to travel alone without the experience of go abroad *_* But I really want to challenge myself!!! What will it be? What people will I meet during the trip? How is the feeling that travel alone without a person to talk to?! These are what I wanna know. And I think I will be just fine as long as I planned well for this trip! I know there are many people who travel alone, so I think I can do it too. I will see what will happen then...!!!

Go Go Go!!! ^________^

the memory

Today I started cleaning my terrible messy room (finally!) because my mom always nag at me with this. I spent almost 5 hours to celect all garbage together!!! I found that there are so many stuff which I used in my primary schools and high school, such as test papers, notes(I passed them to chat with classmates in the class), the pencil case, the schoolwork books, and the love letter which wrote by my first boyfriend. These stuff makes me think of those days when I was young. It was so pure that I could be happy because of a little slight thing, like to have a box of candy, got a good grade on math(it did happened only in primary school), saw a rainbow after raining, learned how to ride my little bike, had a crush on a boy who sat next to me, caught some dragonflies and butterflies in the park with my sister near our house, the first time to take a train to visit my relative...and so on. Time can change a person. People's mind is getting complicated because of many things around them, isn't it? I wish I could back to those days...

Ich bin 21!!!

Oh my god.
I just turned to be 21 years old a few days ago. I cannot believe I am over 20 now! When I was at teen age, i thought 20 is such an old age and it would be far away from me. Ahhh, time goes so fast...!!! lol I got many wishes, hope that at least some of them will come true...^^

There are only 42 days left before I fly to Australia. OHH I CAN'T WAIT!!! I am going to transit in Singapore, and will stay there for several hours to tour the city. It will be interesting I think. My route is: Taipei - Singapore - Brisbane - Gold Coast - Byron Bay - Sydney - Melbourne - Singapore - Taipei!!! I can't wait to be there with the sunny beaches ^o^ I am so sick of winter here.

still thinking...

Until recent days, I am still thinking if I made the right decision, didn't I?

I read some friend's blog who are in their exchange year in Austria. It makes me feel so sad and a bit remorseful. I should be in Austria now if I followed the original plan...but I didn't. I might miss the best chance in my life (Who knows!?). I have no choice and can't regret. Actually I souldn't feel like this because everybody told me I am the luckiest one, I am a national university student now...which was I never dream about. Parents and friends told me I still have many chances to travel abroad, in summer/winter vacations. But I know it is quite different between these. Staying abroad for a year can let people get to know the real local life and culture - not just like a tourist. I understand that I miss the chance and will never get it back...*sigh*

Sunny Kenting!

Last week I went to a town next to a beach called Kenting (the south part of Taiwan) with my good friend. It is a popular tourist spot. I felt so relax and happy during the 3 days there! But my skin became tan after that lol Oh NOOOOO!

Anyway, I feel much better now. I was in a very bad mood since I made the damn tough decision of giving up Austria T_T But I think the decision is the correct one. If I did't do it then I am sure I will regret in the future.

Dreams will come true in the future. It only needs some time to reach... someone told me so.

And I believe so.